I Wish …
I wish right now all my dreams would come true. You’d be right for me and i you. But instead i don’t ever think you’ll realize how i feel and i don’t think ill ever be someone that you will come to love. I like you more and more everyday. But maybe your not quite sure of the signals i’m giving. I wish i could turn back time and make things work. I would have been nice to you and treated you like how i care. But. How do you feel ? Do you think about me as much as I think about you ? Do you feel the same or even just a little bit the same ? Or am i in this alone? Don’t spare my feelings just tell me with your mind, tell me how you feel with your heart. You make me smile and you make my heart hurt because every day your not mines feel like a day we grow more “friends” and less “together”. Wish you knew how i felt but i wot tell you… I never will.
- 2 years ago
Thinking of you …
When I think of the things that are going on a lot goes through my mind. Who will I be in the near future but mostly who I want to be with. I think of those times when I thought you were the best thing that ever happened to me. Forgetting I was suppose to love myself before I could actually love another soul. I think of you all the time and what would have happened if we were still one and not separated. Every time I get a chance I actually wish to be happy but your the first person that comes to mind when I think about being happy. I wonder at times if we’re meant for each other like you said. But I would love to wake out of the dream we’re im in a castle waiting for you to come and rescue me… But instead Im running down the castle steps myself. Being My own hero having no one to thank but GOD and my mind. For letting me realize my life will have to continue without you. No such thing as True Love. But there is a thing called Real Love. But what do I do with all these memories do I throw them out or do I save them just incase… So confused but the lessons learned. Im completely over you. And everyone else. I know what I need to do. Dry My tears lace up my J’s and walk, walk till I’ve reached my happy place that causes me to forget my faults and your very existence.
- 2 years ago
Tears Dry On Their Own
I don’t know why I got so attached . … The past is forever the past and except that. Don’t need someone to sit pat my back and let me lean to control my over reactions to any simple situation. But instead I’m smiling shining enjoying this teenage life at its best. Those who hurt me and made me cry those tears those lonely nights are receiving their karma 10fold and they don’t know how to respond and how to deal with pain. But I’m not even interested in their pain ill be in the shadows smiling in my Prada Pumps smiling with those scarlet lips and tossing that silly glance your way baby. No need to explain why because my Tears Dry on their Own and seams as though yours are overflowing. My mistakes made me super strong and I’ll run down that hill screaming MY TEARS DRY ON THEIR OWN !=]
- 2 years ago