Whats so wrong with being real these days. Is it that hard that you cant even imagine a life were people know you for you and not diffrent faces like the coins in a bank. This world is a weird funny place. And when you meet those real people hold onto them because they come like. 11.11.11 once ever thousand years… .

Today was a day full of ignorance, intolerance and up and down emotions. But now im wishing i was on ma way to my friends birthday party getting ready to see the ones I love. But its okay at my best-friends house thinking I don’t wanna be a free loader or a person who over stays their expired welcome. Hopefully they don’t really feel that way. Ill be going back home tomorrow and back to the black and white predictable life I’ve been living for these years. Well cooking tonight then sleeping with open eyes and a full heart staring at the ceiling who is confused to my sadness and unknowing face. Accept me please just for this night.